i am slightly overwhelmed. and i am realizing that i always am and that is just this feeling that we have that may pass for a day but not a lifetime.
i have entered some dark period where i have realized that i will never have it figured out. that i have no obsolete. there is some moral code that i am standing on but it is inside me and becomes clouded. often. my parents weren't right all the time. still aren't. we all carry too much.
i think going home to kansas screwed with my brain.
i think i have woken up from hibernation but now i just feel restless.
too much time in front of this square today.
over and out.
